220608(sunday)

everything/outcomes is cause by us. what u do will really come back to us...its something really true..if u do bad things and eventually u will bear in what u have done..its something that is really very true...i really believe in KARMA..

today i really fixed so mixed in feeling,but it so hard to explain this feeling,cause seriously emotions inside in mi but i dont know whats really what is that...

i felt kinda empty now !

yesterday was chatting with alley ...and i felt kinda of have lost contact with alley at that point of time last time and i felt that between our click of friends that we had really quite lot of misunderstanding but when i think back our friendship is really distanced by misunderstandings and cause by the situation at that point of time...

but i am glad that we now had cleared the misunderstanding ...and after all i am glad that our bond for each other had not really changed alot..we have not changed alot either...thought we grew older.

then after that i really felt so regretful cause i think back and feels that i really spend alot of time on something that is so far then i didnt realised that its not always the most rare things in life will be the best we often neglect the people that is closest to u.!

thanks sis, you let mi realise this....

we must feel contented in what with have and not chasing something that is so far away that we dream of .... feeling happy is being contented and its also always getting the thing that u dreamt of and longing for but its being happy with what you have and not pondering on what you dont have and more to what you have at that point of time... this is being contented and happy : )



250608(wednesday)

re-read a book and i pick up some points...
nothing will turn out better if you want to take revenge against that things , cause taking revenge wont do any good....