its really hard for mi...

training is really so unbearable.....really no one will understand what mi and my friends is goin through man....: )...really very stressful and mind torturing man.....

yesterday had the best joke of the week man...i didnt realised i have lost my ipod .....i really remember that i didnt misplace it man... that ipod is my 21st birthday present for myself...AHHah
this few weeks really did nothing much when i booked out....
really very sian ....

didnt have plans with friends on weekends...ya thou friends had call mi out...but really like gone out alone and stuff...feels i works well alone man...friends always have plans then like...just go out with mi when before or after their plans...of course its nice...so have to get use to it...really felt where didnt all my friends well to....really missed the poly days...when classmate will have plans after school....ya like goin out for shopping , movie or something....
things , can remeber i last time still very active in my club and i will always stayed at the club and go for activities , or will go revised work and after that go to the gym in the night...o man what a life man ?? good life !

really sometime u go thru hell to know how important is time and life ....really theres a lot different being the top and being at the bottom whenever in what u do ... for example at work and in life...

just now met stan and aloy at parkway cause everyweek they will go for lunch after their church...but dont know y i am like straying off him...really after goin in army really got a different life style le....then i didnt met them for lunch already then he also didnt ask mi out for tings le...cause i always dont go out on sunday de man...yeah...they today going to IT fair then didnt ask mi also....feeling quite left out man !

for mi i have know myself alot better .... especially in the amry... i really dont know what to say..casue its not just words that can describe how i am feeling now

i wanna go rest now....yeah....see u guys