actually wanna meet up with ah hoiz and ck for practise session, but they are not free so feeling abit sian...no la cause very long to meet up with them le and really it have been a long time since i was playing with him...really miss the days that we are practising for performances , working hard to spread the teaching of buddha and to spread buddhism to the youths....
was chatting with my friend at yesterday's guard duty, we were chatting about army... and our life before army , during army and our future plans ! ... its nice recalling all those old days , seeing ourselve grown up and thing things we have gone through...yeah...really didnt regretted the things i do in my sec and poly days really i tried my best in my studies, tho i am not those clever type : )
i am talking with a my friend about furthering studies and really feels that i shouldn't go further, really i know myself very well and i know where a stand , really planning to go out to work or to do something meaningful, hahah...of course is to work first man, got some saving and start to do something i like and dream for... really told him i really suffering lot in the course and thats really dont feel good man...
some time really comparing others and mi i am really not very positive in the thing i am doin , as in trainign wise...my fren is those happy go lucky type but for mi i am really very pessimistic...i am those face abit problem or difficulities then will give up easily de...may be my mind is weak ! n
this whole week was rather relax but hell is coming back again...we have set a clear objective and goal in our training really have to work hard for it....den during the begining of the week really tha bit quiet and moody it...: ) ya thinkning about the past.....
at supper yesterday, josh was chaating about hoe stress is his work and really sometimes in the life you really can see all sort of people and really have to be strong and move on in life...thou some times life is like shit ....but u can always tell yourselve...this might not be right but shit will always make u stronger and not shitter ! : ) heee....true ?
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