Sometimes LIFE is about just to adapt to changes and to let go all attachements...is all attachments bad ?? but really to let go is to be happy and this is part of the teachings of the Buddha....sometimes really feels so sick asking myself y are people are suffering and sad about the past and not happy their lives ?
sometimes when i go to parkway and i have to passed this overhead bridge and sometimes i might see this very old man with only one leg ...i think hes is dumb ( cant talk) i really feels so sad for him....really very sad : ( and he will be very thankful when u give him money ...and really feels that its really we are really fortunate and lucky to be living in what state we are in now...
let us show us love and compassion to all beings man \m/ : )
Really there are ups and downs in life...happy times and bad times doesnt last forever, so whats the point of gasping-on on the moments in the past, of course its nice to think back about the past , but the past is the past so whats the no point being too attached to them and also regretting about the past... and y worrying for the future which havent come yet
its important to live at the present moment : )
sometimes i am worrying or too stuck up from things from the past and really forgot about what is the importantance of living in the present moment man......
Some times its easy to say it then to do it..... some times really so stressed up and also caught up with all problems and worries that really make mi cant really think very well..but its good because putting myself in a undesirable situation will make mi know myself better and by knowing better about myslef will make mi learn and alot of live life more happier ??
Today didnt do anything much...thought of goin breakfast with josh and glen but we really woke up late and about that at about 12plus josh go meet his gf and i stayed at home....thenn i stayed at home and watched dvds.....then after that i went to parkway parade to buy my lunch ...bought fast food , while i was walking back home a familar back view of some one struck mi....i took about a few second and realise that the person was my grandfather...then i ask miself should i catch up with him and tell to him...cause at he was quite far away and he was going out ...so i really ran about about 50m....
haha....called him a few time from the back then he replied to mi...then he ask mi wanna go roxy square to see furniture and i immediatly say ok.....really feels good and think that my grandpa also happy to see mi...
josh's gf likes the shirt i bought for her...luckily didnt go to a waste man : )
after the dinner then mi and grandfather and grandma went to bedok interchange to see furniture again....i saw one of them and i like it very much but dont know doesnt it match the sofa set that i have : )
this period of time really thought about my life after my ns....should i further my studies of should i go out to , yeah money its really important, but i really wanna find a fulfilling work than benefit others and also which is meaningful for mi...i really know myself very well, i feels that i amd those type of person that just study blindly and at the end of the day nothing musch will go in ...is it the way ???
cause feels that if really get a degree at the end of the day and the purpose is to have a better job is it worth it or it a waste of time to further ur studies for not the sick of knowledge and for getting a better paid job...is it a waste of time ?? tho u have to have money to survive but i can telll u money isnt everything and money cant buy true happiness (HahaH i sounds so naggy).
First of course of my my dream is to play music and be a musician... i really feels like working at my sister's special need schools and thou of working at kong meng san temple 's youth ministry...really hope i can work in this kind of environment its really good .... just work for the money , i wanna find a job with great sense of satifactions and meaningful...: ) but thinkning back of i still have to support my family and stuff really an headache man...HAhaha
feels that play music do the things u wan in life which benefit ppl and yourself is really an enjoyment and a bliss.
at this point of time really i cant ask for much from myself cause i really no time for anything , but really looking forward for my sister's wedding , she is getting married and really happy for her man...and moving in to my new house in i think is may...casue wait to be a uncle and my parents to be grandpa and garndma...HahaaH..but dont know when man....then the kid can have the most handsome uncle...which is mi...haha uncle daniel ! JuST KiDding ! heee..: )
(The Rain Must Fall;Yanni;Yanni Live At The Acropolis)
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