morning went out with shuan(my poly friend,didnt know him till army,was in my camp, then now same uni,used to live near my hall then we are quite close but he this semester not staying hall, i really felt that i dont have much friends in hall this coming semester,
so lonely in hall!)
sometimes staying and staying in hall can be really so lonely cause u have to depend on urself,no one is there for u !
met him to sing Kbox at marina ! got the same room as last last week ! really a nice room ! a room by the glass and escalator ...
it was last week but i felt so close to it cause in fact i did not do anything last whole week because i was sick ....real sick till i slept and rest at home most of the time ! so its like i really felt that my this holiday its really shorter !
after that met up with hermann another camp friend , met him to accompany him to go shop for his christmas present for his friend...
after that we went to bugis street upstair to HK cafe to chill and talk and to waste time cause mi and hermann is going to our army christmas celebration and we have alot of time to spare.
after that i and hermann went to the my camps BBQ christmas celebration really i am so so happy man ! saw all army friends, had so much fun....chats and catching ups...
i am really very very happy to see them ! really happy...and the feeling is so heart-warming ! i really do miss my guys....
during the bbq, then there are really alot of questions flying in the air for mi asking about mi and "her" cause all my camp friends knows about mi and her....
firstly my boss ask mi so how ? got gf ? he said i tho u got jio someone...seriously i think my whole coy knows about it , one word they are really concerned for mi and i really appreciates it...
but thanks guys i can really felt that u all cared for mi !
ya lo but too bad ...things dont get well...
after that many asked mi also ... i told them no more ! and didnt explain much cause its really tiring explaining this kind of things...
then one of my camp friend(the girl's primany friend),was telling my another friend that i do things like send her home and stuff. then my other fren jeff was saying i was sweet...
then at the very point of them... all the memories really flow into my head ...then really i really felt the moment of the happy times i had.... i dont know what to say ? pathetic ?
i dont know what to do le ? but at the back of my mind i know its over and its just like memories.... happy one ? sad one ?
i really had mixed feelings...
really i had alot of feeling just now.... i am really sweeet that time...but its the past le... i know its over le ! and i dont want to waste anymore time le....
but one things is i really did my very best last time !in fact i do my best in everything i do in life...
then theres a gift for everyone ! really thanks jeff,ian and aiktiong fro organising... !
[1] Confirm is ian's or aiktiong's kiddy hand writing ! and the english cant be understood...but its the thoughts that counts : )
[2] Socking for the sweetss
i really enjoyed my day....i really am so happy seeing all of my friends...and the gathering is really so fun !
i really miss u guys !
i gtg rest soon so tired !
BTW... MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY FRIENDS....had a blessed new year too : )
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