met stan and jia for lunch ...for a christmas lunch then jia picked mi and josh up at pp bus stop then dont know who was saying that whats our age for our next bday ... i was saying i tho its 23.... then all of a sudden everyone burst in to excitement...
the van did shaked abit...!!! HAHA !
the whole van is filled with screams saying....!!!! OMG ! its 24 for our next bday ! and we all was like , we are so freaking old ! really i all screamed !
cant believe that time files really fast....and we will b 24 next year ! omg !
they were saying its like mid life crisis ? haha !
i am always happy with my current life now... found myself ! love whatever i enjoy...
my life , my space , my music ! friends and family and my loved ones...
24 years? thinking back what had happened...? i think alot of things happened after or b4 poly ?
i did achieved something in life that i am proud of ! did prove myself wrong , especially in my ocs during army...its really my darkest period of my life...
pushes one limit , really will let u see he true colour of oneself
thinking back...i really found myself , know who i am , what i am made of and truly see the true colour of yourself...
when u r in shit , will only think for yourself...
its really scary to see how selfish oneself can be...
its really scary... during then i also felt that i was so alone in life , no one cared for mi , its really that bad...cause life back then in trainee days its really shit ! i cant imagine it....
this kind of experiences really makes u think back about whats important in my life !
hard to express what i have been through!
but i am glad i have made it for some of the things i did in my life !
its all about taking away important learning points and leave all the bad memories...
thought we can ease memories ! bad memories do reminds u about things u r afraid of ?
btw for today thx dess for the christmas present ! i really like the shirt ! i really need some new shirts in my cupboard...
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