so much feelings.....

yesterday ...really wanna sms her de...cause really damn sian and low during the drinking session ...really felt lost ...

its like sms or not....?

yes or no ?

its kinda of really wanna sms her but ... some time its like i sms her only... there no point...really wan her to sms mi also...

but she dont de !

then sms her at about 12plus am....know that she will be alseep...

then recieved her reply today at 1130am like that !

really enjoy spending time sms-ing her now cause she not as mean as last time iand i am more relax now...

i mature alot le... : )

thanks anyway....i learnt alot during this period of time....

and when we are out...its really so movie-like....i dont sms her so often but i really think of her so much at times...but not so much now .... cause i know its the attachment....nothing much ....

but i am still waiting....tho she had bf .....

we kind of like meet up one year once or more ...cause iis i ask one...irs really so long then meet up once...

so sad but true....

haha

then last one was at my commission ball dinner...that one wasnt a good ending at the end !

tho some manythings happened and the situation but i really treasure her alot .... : )