my week end

the night before had a dream...why always got this kind of dreams man ... !! so heart warming ....

this week got alot of chatting session with friends in camp man...talked about life...realised how my character are through work and comments from friends and ya lo ...some are good and some are bad....i feels that we are shaped by experiences and memories...memories are like knives its really cuts you when u think about it..sometime its sweet but sometimes it hurts...

hai... ya lo ..but its really hard at time man ... its good to hope...but really sometimes lost hope in some preception of mine and its really changes over time and u see more things in life and learn more things on the way ..sometimes we know that we are in deep shit but we are too stubborn to make a change man in our life .....

this weekend actually wanna call yh and gang to my house de , i plan to bake cookies de... and stay over..really last minute got things de man...ya lo...sry guys...ya lo felt disappointed man..cause planned it for since quite long ago le...

after bookout on saturday straight met josh ...thou of having lunch aith josh after we met at suntec at 730 cause i am really hungry but josh decided to auston to eat so go walk walk at there for a while then go there le.....took a bus down to katong but our bus came first ...ya lo but there is alot of people waiting to take cab also....so take bus save a bit of money..then before we align , but saw auston quite long quence(as usual) then we decided to go to pp to walk walk...ahhah walk there 20years..now then abit sian le..cause MPH closed down le..then really nothing much in pp le...then went to see my favourite toycar..then got a 50th year edition....30dollars ....then josh and i thou for very long then didnt not buy it at last : ) then just got oursleve a normal version de..then bought WRX....actually got one at home le but just buy extras to play .....( waste money !!!) ahhah

then came back then went cold storage to buy food ..then went home watch tv for a while then cant tahan le then sleep....then jim beam cola not really nice....then sleep then woke up at about 10plus then went lunch with stan , jia got family garthering , aloy still in tawain then was talking about the breakup with sis muntz....

i can see stan really made up his mind le...but its really really sad to see after all this years of relationship she cant make a decision between bf and activities in sch...can u believe when stan sms her for normal days muntz can dont reply de or just hang up his call de...then really harsh for both party but really think that muntz really cant make up her mind...he was asking her organising dinner and dance more important or than mi(stan)...the answer from her is can have one week to think about the answer or not ?? ...omg man .. !!! really sian man ..

dont know stan got change story abit or not to make it sounds so harsh ...but really i can see stan like no heart but i dont know why stan reallycan see then he just wan people to feels like he had suffered alot and really sad till he really dont wanna patch back with her without really giving her a single chance....i think stan really had made up his mind for something le..then he say this way to make ppl think that he was really hurted be muntz then wanna closed the case...then he can do other things , then people will not blame him for that ...he may wanna take the oppuntunity??? so other ppl will feels that hes the one that is not at fault.
i once heard from him that got alot of girls in uni also like single and really very flirt flirt de...so think he wanna opened his option....may be its not true of what i think of him.....yap...but really feels that both parties plays a part,(u need two hand to clap)....

sry stan for my comment ......u involved in this thing...i am not in ur shoes also....i just wanna comment on what i feels...so please dont have any thing aganist mi, casue i feels that no one will just let go of a 4yrs relationship just like that....unless both of ur heart for each other had changed....

really didnt see muntz for like years le...she really busy with church stuff and school stuff...then now uni more busy and join alot of things...really dont know when was the last time i seen her....can undertsand how stan feels....(200807-0208am)

today my off day man...nothing much to do man....ya lo woke up a bit late @ 1130 then now like nothing to do man,,,friends all at work man : )..gtg to wash up le...c u ! (200807-1205pm)