Memories

last tuesday run that time got test blood in my throat man..and just remember i choked while i am drinking...mum said why i eat so rush, but i just choked myself...yap then during run can taste blood...hahaha....

then knew that my camp got alot alot of rich kids man...ya lo..all hidden dragon de man
thats its saturday and i really feels like its a friday night man ! o man !! went to see car with josh just now and thou of buying man..but think of long term but dont think its safe to buy now man...but really love that model alot...really cute....yap...

cars really makes makes mi high man.....cant wait to have one man ...yap....i really love the feeling of touring in the car around singapore really love to just looks at cars when i am in the car !
they day went to hospital to pick up one of my men...yap..cause that night he played soccer and fell down and head directly on his head and really gong gong like that...didnt saw the incident but was already in my dreamland when one of the guys called mi up in the middle of my dreams man ....yap...ya lo...things just happens at times man...ya lo i took quite sometime to find wheres his ward...in hospital find one place really need to turn right left and turn here turn there de lo....then can find the place de...yap...

became very sad suddenly cause saw a bunch of secondary girl in uniform in the hospital helping up and memories flashes in my head and my friend, came in to my mind really remembered that day.....hmm....one day 5 years ago .. went straight form school to see him and its really see him for the last time...its so sudden he just became like going to die the next moment..then he looks like bloated and really the whole body also so bloated...cant recognised him at all...the can talk cant no action le its like in comma, then heard that he drop tears when we went back and he rested in peace...really cried so sadly and really so sad that day with my teacher ( mr chia and my close friends now...)

i still can remember the last he gave to mi...(when he is perfect ok de, its really its like this next week then he really passed away...life its really so fragile man ....)

its dont know y i can really recall one night very clearly...remember the chat with him on the phone before shit happens ....may be this is a special gift from u to mi....thx : ) we really missed u .....

really dont like to lost anyone anymore man...thats why really dont like to neglect friends man,,cause really dont wanna lost of my friends le man...but its hard to hold someone and dont wish to dont let them go man .....this is life...

the past week felt sick man ya lo...dont feels good at all man ya lo...really sucky man ...now also dont know y feels so unwell....then thursday night got slight fever ya lo....please man hope i recover soon man...ya lo...the feeling of being sick is really sucky ! i this weekend did nothing much man ya lo....hope that the coming week will be a more meaningful one de man yeah...

o ya...some sharing man...ask u a question ..why do we celebrate national day ??? its very simply cause we a prouod to be a singaporean !

may all be well and happy man !