job for anyone ?

i just remember one of my day in my secondary school...at the back of my house there is a wake..then there was a band was playing the teresa thng's " yue liang dai biau wo de xing" really so o man !!! so touching.........can cry de man....ya...its really sad to be departure from our love ones...really.....this is part of life,the truth of life is we made bear with departuring from our love ones...love everyone around u..before it is too late ???

and so its important to live life to its fullest ??? and but i feels its import to live life to the fullest and to go where ur heart tells u to go..but dont blur blur walk blindly la ! ahhah ...casue if we dont follow our heart then we are sure to regret when we fail in that part of our life...as in if we dont do what we wanna do...we sure will regret about it and the thought of regrets will really huant us so badly de man !! ...its important to know where u are going and whats ur purpose in life.....

for mi , i really dont thinks that money should be our motivation in our life...for mi, i really dont think working for "Money" is really cool...as in some people have mindset like i really wanna get a job that can help them to earn "big Money" is that working for the money and not for the what u are working......really hope i can get a meaningful job..cause we really only have a life thing to do something meaningful for urself and the people around u, and ur society....its important to do something that u will have not regrets ....i really sian when at the end of the day u feels that u have wasted time doing nothing meaningful......

really hope to worked something for my religion...wanna change the life of ppl in the way to help them....and inprised be a full time worker in the youth minstry in pks..really they are a bunch of really inspirsing ppl working for buddhism for the youths and for the religion.. .really i feels that its a really a very good job from what i want......but one question comes across my mind...putting whats ur interest into a job really changes the meaning in total ? is it more to being a proffession that to do it in our free time ?? cause in work really there alot of things and its a different role to play le...yeah......

should i ?? could i make it ??

and of course ...being a musician !!! love music man!! long way man !!! its my dream to have a band that plays good music !