sometimes after some of the things i exprienced...all a long i felt that we try our best in what we do we will get it...that what i always had this thinking of once one work here we will definally get the things we want...but this is not the case man....in life sometimes u worked so hard for something but when its not urs it will be urs....
after yesterday after seeing her bf...really felt that its a bit unfair man..but of course felt happy to her bf...to find such a good girl : ) all the best to u all......
....cause really didnt hope this will happened to mi...yeah...ya....sometimes dont know what went wrong ???...really felt sad....really miss the days man.......sometimes really dont know what went wrong...after i started to contact her (last months), i was smsing her during on training in thailand....she said that we could be together if i ask her earlier.....ya...but i felt very sian casue last time things doesnt seems to be goin well at that time....ya..... really feeling sad man....
i am quite prestimistic at times cause been throught failure after failure in things i do...in army and stuff...dont really feels good...sometime it really makes mi have the fear of trying new things out...
really at this point of time after goin through so many things...sometimes really feels that its not important to try our best cause sometimes really things dont come in our way tho we trired our best...lilfe aint fair man....this is life...this the hard fact of life man !!!
: ) therefore we must be happy with the things we have casue u cant get everything in life man ....sometimes its good to have the best things in life and its good not to have the best things in life... it might not turn out good if u are given the thing u want...things might screwed up by time or by urself , so therefore...be contented with the things u have and live in the present moment man ! ....really miss u !
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