130909 = 26.06s
190909 = 24.28s
im really feel shit in school and im like in this shit hole and dont know how am i going to get out of this shit !
sad ! im really feeling unsure about this part of my life and really sian of it !
i was thinking ... about life...
firstly today i found that one should do whats right and avoid what selfish and self-centered...
i will try to do my best in every aspect of my life ! not doing things base on myself also and also others !
yapp : ) last week went to WXY's grandfather's wake ! saw his grandfather alot of times last time !
and i realize something from the wake ! and i really have a clear view of what i am going to do next time after my degree...im serious felt that in my life ! i really wan to do things that benefit people ! for example... being a teacher that can help people's life ! u may think otherwise ...but i really feels good when u help others in life !
thats makes mi have a sense of achievement ,
for m its not like i really must have a car to be happy ! tho i love cars !
another example is like ! if u enjoying doing something and have passion for it , u can really do the something for alot of times and still like it ! so its impt to find something u love to do !
i never regret like that my family cant afford one or what ! i am just contented that i know how to think and i am happy that i know what i wan in life..
i really cant to wait to work ! often people dread things in life cause i seriously cant find something that they love to do and whats meaningful ! earning BIG BUCKS doesnt seems meaningful to mi !
its like seeing some one in their coffin and its really get mi thinking that u really dont have anything when u are really dead and inside the coffin !
and i once was thinking and this thous really came in my mind !
if u are at ur dying moment in ur life ! at ur death bed ! what u want the most at ur dying moment..do u want ur loved one to be beside u or what u been chasing ur whole life to be beside u (MONEY,CARS,MATERIAL STUFF) ...seriously its really scary ! but true !
and i want to at my dying moment think of my happy moments and not about my sucky working life !
so why not do something meaningful and not for money !
thats why i dislike people that is MONEY FACE !
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