Today , mi and my ntu course mates that are from sp back then went back to there to play soccer !
it was soccer holidays for the poly students but they are still some people in school !

i really had a very good game and i really enjoy the game ! dont know why i played quite well today ! but totally enjoyed my game! i and shaun can even bet dinner over who can score first in a game , in the end i score 2 in the end and shaun score one ! but although he was damn happy when he equalize 1-1 but i score one more !

after that another of my fren(LEON) in uni (Whos not very close), drove mi and ahaun to shaun hse ! where i stay there for a power nap and did my revision..

then went out with mervin for dinner : ) hes my best fren in my poly ! : ) do really treasure our friendship man ! everything we went out , i really feels happy !

then we went to upper seragoon for our dinner then my memory tells mi that i came b4 to that place b4 ! then i reminds mi is the cooffee shop next hanwei's hse ! omg !

then the going back of sp and this incident really got mi missing my poly days ! its really different from now ! : (

kinda dont like my life now cause i cant control it ! may b humans love to control things !

we are really control freaks !

i really wish to excel in school ! but im now in the middle of the quick sand and i am really cant breathe already ! the worries of getting knock out of school is so permanent in my mind and i really felt so hopeless ! ARGH !

i dont really have the stregth to carry on !
after that mi and mervin went to siglap hk cafe !

ok tml mi josh and darren is going to accompany my grandfather for his ops ! i really hope is will be ok ! a but worried now !