browsing through her picture on her FB ! i do really misses G alot ! i dont know what to say ! sob ! it really bring mi back time last time ! and hope that things are good for us !
but thats not the case !
she once said ! its not that we have no chance , its about i didnt ask her to be my gf !~ its really WTH !
i really dont think that the reason ..cause shes is really avoiding mi last time..
seeing the picture of her and her bf really makes mi wanna dig a hole in the ground and hide my embrassements...i dont know why i give my whole heart out and nothing turned out well. knowing that love cant be forced ...
but i only blame the time ...the time of being unlucky...of mi not being the right one at the right time...but i can tell myself...i can definally give more that what he can give !
seeing myself at a pile of shit really makes mi more sad and demoralised...im just like nothing yet ! i have nothing and have not got my degree and everything and anything cant change completely !
im really unsure ! i dont like this feeling ! the feeling of not getting anything tho i put in alot of effort : )
but i still have many lovely friends and things that made up my day : ) thanks !
gtg study le man !
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