physic !!!!!

later having physic exam...really dont have time to finished studying ....

and u must be thinking why still have time to blog...really alot things to study and i need to rest le...

physic really got 1001 types of question...just wanna rest but really deep down in my mind really scare that i will fail....fail is really sian..its not about feeling but over taking the subject again for a semesters and without all ur click of friends...its really sucks..

today came back to hall and on the door theres a letter for mi , was saying that my roomy is moving out and have to return the keys by tomorrow then i had a list of people that i might be partnering next...

my roomy dont wanna stay in hall cause he had a bike and dont see the point of staying at hall cause it will cause even more to ride and to stay in hall..so it bought a bike and have to stay out...

gonna miss him.... today i got a loneliness feeling i came back hall at about 12am after studying in school the whole day... then i open the room with no one inside that feeling really sian...i dont like that feeling...its like loneliness...

sometimes i might be very indenpendant but some times i really the company at different place at different time...

its like the whole day i was really quite dragged my exams...and really wanna tell someone about it... the only person i told is desmond....

sometimes really felt so like ..... no one is there for mi when i needed someone to be there....

but felt that its hard to feel how shitty times i am going through !

sometimes i really feel that its good if i am josh is studying together ...

thought its tough to study but at least we are doing together... cause sometimes i went home at weekends and see we are doing the different things
may be its mi ? may be i needa learn to live life like this....

i also cant believe....i was out in school to study from 930am to 1130pm....its really madness...and i dont know where my energy came from....?

its like more that 14hours ??

last night i was really sick....i slept at 1030pm then woke up at 8 plus....then went out to study le....

feeling better now...but not fully recovered....

i gonna sleep le....


but buddy,andrew just came back.... this the last night he will be staying with mi !

just entered the room !


i will miss him man : (

hope the test paper will good for mi !