I AM WEIRD ! des....i had lost a seed !

today i had this feeling again of losing someone and some one belonging to someone else ! i cant explain this feeling but its like either good or bad but its felt just so empty !

kinda sian to hear the news from josh ...at first it was happy for the person but kinda think back its really feeling weird....i am feeling wasted !

y am i feeling this way man ! omg !

I AM WEIRD !

sometimes i felt that its really over but i really not letting go completely...its like u know that this thing might not be good for u but i want to give it a try...but i am scare of the result...

then today went to airport to study !

u know what of all place i saw my close friend ! STANLEY TAY LAPCHONG !! (LAPCHONG=suasage)=his nick name !

OMG !!!!! kinda happy to see him ! everyone is stress from exams man !

then we study together at t3 coffee club !

today my progress is really very slow ! but really felt so pekcek with all the unsettled feeling in mi !

after that met shaun for dinner at aston then after that go eat ice shaving but going to my house to study ! kinda need to treat myself with all the food in order to start the dead brain working ..after study we went to "fei fei wanton mee place to eat !.....


the oilest wantan mee in singapore ! but its nice !

tomorrow is friday and exams is nest wednesday !

all the best to mi ! hope i can do my best , i dont really wanna care so much about result as long as i tried my best !