LOVE !

i want to describe one of the incident i saw a few weeks ago....

sometimes i was wondering how my parents got to know each other and how they start to like each other and the processing of getting married and having kids(which is us,i am now in a view of a child in a whole picture)...

i felt that this process of life is really so wonderful...when boy meets girl...and the loving process and life commitments were made...

cause one of the days i think its a Saturday u was at macdonald studying and i saw this very old couples and their kids were probably at primany and another one at lower secondary... they was old and i felt so sad for them cause their kids are really young and they still have to work to maintain the family...

i was observing them and its like i can see that the parents really put in alot of effort in their kids...really no matter what....

this is what i caled love....they are most probably out for a weekend shopping and they bought alot of things and i really reminds mi when was young and the times i had with my parents and siblings...really i misses those days...

time had changed and we have to move on in the different stages in life...i had less time at home since poly...in poly i was quite busy with school work,club and gym.( i didnt really spend alot of time at home),thinking back i really felt regret not spending More time at home in poly days...

as i entered the army and i am required to "stay in"...this really greatly reduced my time at home...i only have weekends...and army really taught mi to treasure my family members more... thought i missed the time at home...

and now i a staying in hall..this really felt like i was back to the stay-in life in army !

but during my army in ocs , i felt the more love from my father... i really missed that period..when my dad is extrememly nice to mi !

i am also felt that my parents and grandparents is like get used to mi not appearing at home already... kinda sad.... and

this is the chapter of my life and its named " NO BONDING WITH FAMILIES"

my mum and grandmum sometimes mistaken mi for joshua ! hahah ! can u believe ? yap...sad to say that !

then

when i saw the parents and the kids at MAC , i really felt like crying...This is the power of the love from parents....life is hard.... cause seeing them being so old and still need to take care of them kids....this really make my heart ache.

life is harder when u have kids and the problems of raising kids start to surfaced out and this add up the problems in LIFE !

i was feeling that we are the "product" of our parents...thinking of that i really felt that life is really so loving...i am wondering how lovely my parents were when they i their initial stage of their relationship...

i can say that is the power of LOVE !

i really treasure the power of love from parents..and i felt that life is really wonderful with love !