this week ...

i just finished my work...i am in camp now...really wanna rest de...but gonna help my friend...no point being selfish also man ..this week is a log week man...but later in the morning can book out le...

what can i say about this week ? quite a busy week...but yet to come next week...ord-ing le but still dont have the mood man ! the mood of toning down and having a rest....

also be the bad guy for this week , got a lecture(scoldings) to my new commanders to be ...they are really not discipline and cant follow instruction de...what can i say...i dont straight away say someone or just straight away give punishments de..but i will just keep quiet or things just will bottled up mi then i will one time vein out my unhappiness out...i will give alot of chances de...but i agree that this generation of kids are really SPOILT ! really SPOILT !....most are rude and no manners....

so i confine them overnight....people told mi that i am really being too nice....but i really dont want to give punishments at all but they really pushed my limits....

hate that...! its like u are just doing the best out of things and then there is this people that really make a shit out of u...and to make u feels so shit ....

for what i always say that if u too take care or spoilt ur kids , they will really be a piece of shit to the society ! i not being harsh of what but really feels that this kind of people really dont deserve any respect !

i dont like to trained and be with people that are rude and not discipline...really u might not know how rude people can get sometimes...

yesterday there was a incident that one of my guys lost his stuff and he was really very kan cheong going around to find the stuff like spider le...then i can see his fellow friends not helping him at all and just resting in their room...then i was quite pissed with these two guys and purposely went up to find them and tell them that they are really selfish and they just joke out of it...

and i really feels that they just dont feels embarrass and dont give a damn on what i say.....i really dont like selfish people ...really dont like....just think everything for their own benefits..... you understand ?

cause in life there is no point being selfish cause it will not bring u far in life and u defiantly will not be a happier people in the world.....

sometime i just wish i can just "delete" someone else if its possible or just "moved" them to somewhere else....which u do in normal PC to real life ! that will be the best !

so tired man...cant think anymore..think will leave camp at 8am....

i sms her to ask her out for dinner but not sure weather she wants to goes out with mi alone or not ...cause she attached ...then i ask aloy whether its busted ...aloy say just go for it...then it really took mi some guts to take up the phone and sms her to ask her got out..i was saying" can i buy u a dinner when we go out tgt"...

then the next morning i received her sms saying "of course yes"... then i never reply le...

may be wait for a special day !

i really wanna bring her to nice place to go for a dinner and wan to buy her gift...just want to buy something nice for her : )

last night some thing happened to my room...then i woke up then suddenly found out that my table in my room just went missing....i was quite creep out when i just realised it...but sooner i found out that it was my fellow officer that took out of my room while i was sleeping last night...btw i was sleeping alone so no one knows what exactly happened..then i was joking with them that make sure they be careful cause i will defiantly go to their bunk and do something funny of this days...

i wan to sleep le..good night