Today is a not bad day..was chatting with my friend , can he asked mi how long more to ORD...i say 5 more months and they answered back where got ? they said i only have 4 more months and its really fast and i dont really wanna ORD so fast also ...really really will miss the days in army and those stay in days...really will miss people in my company...really dont know what to say , spend time of thick and thin together some might be bad but its really very rewarding , its something really priceless....
Life is so percious when wonderful experiences and friendship u encountered to u in life !
its like just now jeff gave mi a Vday present which is a what he said is called the JEFF BALLOON. with the words stated " I LOVE JEFF, Happy Vday"...its really very sweet and thoughtful of him man cause i dont really recieved gifts de , then i will be very happy when i recieved one...
THX ALOT JEFF, love u man !
btw i on Vday got duty and its also my mum's Bday...sorry AH MA !
sunday raymond and zhenwei stayed over my house after the saturday CNY visting, hanwei went off first cause he meeting his friend for drinking at ACIDBAR..sounds really cool..
but i wont spend so much money on drinking session unless special events like ?? my bday or stuff when atmosphere and ambient is needed cause i always feels that its really quite to spend do much outside drinking and after whacking all the drink and getting tipsy its really very sian to still bother to think of ways to go home (like waiting for a cab and stuff),
like just now we got CNY celebration in camp and i drink till quite alot and its really sian if wanna take a train or a cab and cab really cost alot.
but luckily my mdm drove mi back to bedok then i took train and bus and walk back home.i really love her car its really the kind of car that i will wanna get if i get up to there...
tomorrow got something on at tekong.!
just now went up to my guy's bunk and saw a pic of him and his friend(girl)'s picture that is stick on the locker and i took a glance out of it and said that this girl is quite pretty abd cute and the next reply he gave mi is that she had passed away already,
i really stunned for a second and i siad what happened then he answered back
"she commited suicide...."
my reaction was quite stunned and speechless and i replied back why she commited suicide..and he said its because of love and stress in school....i really felt so sad and wasted for her , i really felt so sad for her... i am really a emotional persona nd sometime especially things that come to life i really am not inorgrance about it ...hai...why must she commit sucide...life is percious ... all life !
this topic relates my on another topic that is about life and death of people which is the battles of countires through WAR,
war dont solve problems war only cause more problem and the only people that will suffer the most is not the country that they are fighting for but its the people....
cause i heard a story that one soldier from another country when for mission and shot some one in the head and after that he cant take the physcological impact of the killing..
so sometimes its really not about the killing and its about the cause that will cause to the life of people after wars....that i feels that the government cant help much out of those situation.
** my head now is really spinning because of the alcohol, hai but i "tong" till i finished this blog entry ! , having a cup of hot milo soon to ease my headache **
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