my whole week !

my whole week !

today seems not a bad day for mi man : ) everything seems good and smooth sailing : ) today had a 4km run that ended up to be a 5-6km run because one of my trooper, i brought him to run more run after the completion of another two round around the camp hes really very stressed up and really broke down....

i felt that hes a bit mentally weak and really when faces problem that time will easily give up instantly without even trying his best. i know he was cried cause after run i brought him to do some static exercise then i can see tears in his eyes...i think its good to train up ur men to be tougher its for their own good !

my commanders(spec) sometimes says that i am too hasty and harsh ? am i ?

i am not sadist cause i have been through more shit training and i really feels that its all in the mind...its a matter wanting to do it or not ! i just wanna make he learn, its for his own good !its for their own good,he have to really try his very best in the things he dont like ,some kids are really very pampered, i am serious ! thinks some one the kids is also too overly protected.

Today is quite a fruitful day day for mi , slot all my stuff in camp , i meant the things in my incharge.then today i ask one of guys how is their weekend then he say its was really unhappening and then i ask him what u defined as happening then he laugh to and smile at mi actually he was stunned.then i was joking with them that sometime we shouldn't define life or else we will be disappointed at time, really !

i just notice that chinese new year is coming and this year is the the year of the mouse and alll the decoration stuff in the market is all have mickey mouse in it , its really cute ! i really love mickey mouse.

today aloy came to my camp but i don have the chance to meet him cause i am quite busy and cant leave my work...sorry aloy.

the people at work is not replying mi an i am really cant start any work with them
today is really donut day for us,had round round of donuts in a day.then we had the second round of donut which is brought and bought from one my guys that went out to buy things, its from the basement of taka its call POP DOH donut house.

i bought of 5 then gave all to my guy and one to my fellow officer friend.its really looks good (the donuts).then the next morning we got donut for breakfast for breakfast.the my guy brought mi donut for their light off...hahah !

i really can say i wanna train my guys good good,l enjoying taking care of them.o ya my guys also tell mi before that i am quite long winded and naggy ?

i think i am a little.and they say its mt tone of speaking , the tone that really cause my guy to cry during the run ? i will try to be good next time ok !i am quite aimless now cause still cant make up my mind of what to do after my amry ? study or to work first ? cause if i go for study it will be a burden for my family cause i am not contributing to the income of my family !

last sunday before booking start drawing in my new bought canvas.its bout 60% done and just realise in camp that i wrote something wrongly and missed out some words. after that met zong xian and th gf to go to camp cause they were outside that time.hes gf is really not bad good looking ! hen really qiao to saw him in the same train haha !

this whole my stomache its really not well , its really grinding feeling all the way.its more to gastric pain.i hope i can recover asap.its not a good feeling being sick !i help i can recover soon.

this weekend went to alex to his house and stuff almost done..his house really look good after that ! think we are GAY..we spend 48hours with him le...haha