Life is everchanging.

what i feel about life?

Life is everchanging.

i see things as everything will be past! i alway do things and to have of doing things and let it be for the conlusion...its like sometime time i really trained my men so hard that none of us can breathe. this really do no good to both parities.

i felt so negative about certain things.but dont know why,

may be...

its the things i encounter in life let mi change how i feels about life.

about friends?

friends that turns out to be one of the one of the most no hearted friend.

then in poly,its like my fyp group.my friend mervin its really damn lazy and really make mi felt shit at that point of time.As in most of my group member is not doing anything i meant really not doing anything, just to show face.then that time mervin was really my only hope and then i remember i its like at times i really needed him

then he just like walk away without helping and giving mi no reason and say just want to go home or something like that that time i really felt the world of helplessness ! LOST HOPE ! its like i am in the quicksand and i am sinking in it then the only thing he can do is to looks are mi and not even a helping hand or some sympathy.

mervin and i are good friend but he recently call mi to go local uni to study then he was saying we study together but i turned down him and told him i really scare like being in the past....

its like sometimes i really lost hope in humanity.really when i think back about it , its really haunting truth and memories.i asked too much ?


but i always felt so alone

u might not feel it

but things has changed

i never blame no one

no one to blame also

only blame all those bad memories that i had

thats huanting mi

but this is life this is cause by all the things i encountered

and all the conditional things

i dont know how to explain

"This if life , we can blame no one !"

its like last time i help people so much but then now its at the different stage of life le, everything is different.

another thing is that doing somethings and u have tried so hard but nothing is done and that its really so hard but nothing is done.

its really terrible and really very dis-hearted.its like u have try so hard in life but nothing is done for all the work u did...terrible fact. its like newton's third law which is

All forces occur in pairs, and these two forces are equal in magnitude and opposite in direction.

so therefore what u gave in have no job done( its like pushing a wall).sorry for this explanation , but i am a very physic person !
love to spend time with myself , feels that its like u wont get so much disappointments..in life...less things to care...happier life....all humans are selfish....

i am selfish to feels this way...in life i musnt be stucked in the past and really must learn to move on really move on .... move on man !

but out of all this shit i still very trust my best friend like ALOY