On the stairs to my bunk ! i can see the OCS tower, everytime i see the tower memories kept flowing in.good , bad and it really reminds of the hardship i been through.This taught mi alot about life ! of cause it have affect mi as a person and the route to being a leader also taught mi alot, i have learnt alot of thing , to become responsible for my and people's actions.
We as a trainee we cant wait for commission but its the life after that and its not about getting the rank.Some time i will feels thats why am i doing all this things ?
its like
" Life after death.Life never stops after death..."
( its like u still have to work although u thought that it will be end of something(milestone/achievements))
haha ! i am toking cock ?
going through shit and stuff, is it worth it ? but its important to stand up for what u have to do and not be lazy and hold back by the difficulties that u faces.
things really changes alot in my life i have changed the perception.
i dont know why am i really recently having flashbacks of past memories of training life and its really is happening quite frequently. its like suddenly i will remember of certain events of the past and its really so real.so scary.! sometime i really dont feels like recalling it !
yesterday went out to get notes from my friends to study cause i will be taking one test for my army side de, but went out but didnt get the notes cause my friend went back to camp ( thats really nice of him) then after that he found that he cant find his notes in camp, sianz ~ then i really ask around for the notes then no one has it really sian man !
but was meeting risheng for lunch then met him at ikea at queensway then after that we had lunch at BK then after that we went to queensway to walk walk then after the trip it make mi wanna buy alot of things.wanna buy barcelona and spain jersey ! they are really very nice ! then eyed on a nike and addidas shoe ! but i am trying to save up.
thought of joining royce for show at vivo but i ended quite late at about 6. so didnt go meet them.
so decided not to join them, so didnt give them a call , so went to meet my army friend at marine parade then we went to bedok jetty to accompany them to fish , its really a relaxing thing to do when u just go out to fish its really keeps you away from the urban life.
then i reached the jetty and looked at the stone seat its reminds mi of last time always cycle to jetty and had a rest there,
and the first thing i remember that time i still in contact with U ! when are still contacting each other like friends ! i really hope i can bring u out for a dinner like the the commission ball dinner when you really put everything aside and i really really appreciate that u put everything aside just for mi , it might be a simple/hard thing to do , but its really makes that night my night.
i really hope i can bring u to "THE CLIFF" one day. but i felt its really sinful things to do to go out with u if u have a bf.i musn't like that ! heee... but really hope that day to come ! its impossible !
i am a sedimental person that really hold on to the past !
then last night took cab back to home @ about 10plus !
in the morning my uncle called us and he suggested about having lunch together cause my aunty wont be in singapore next week , so he can use the car ! so this monday having lunch with my uncle , then i suggest to go see car together.
"I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by"
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