Things i encountered at work really very disheartening , sometimes people just get in to ur way...in this society everything is judge by results...really kena aim all the way then u cant have a breather and take a break then cant do things your ways....i know its the standards u need to follow....but can u dont always pick on mi ...its really dont feel good man ....
i feels that this the fact of life..guidelines help to improve the standards...but its the way u goin makes everything works...then i am "aimed" as not good because things are not done perfectly
Cant understand it man ! its really unfair man ....i know myself very well and i know my weaknesses and strengths and hope to have more freedom to do things within my ability and of course to train my guys to the max and really want them to learn as much things for this two years man ...i hope we can learn from each and everyone ..and have fun together...i just wanna try my best to make everything a better environment....
...really wanna do something good my own way but its really tied down alot of guidelines which had to be met before u can do things anything that "they" think its right....sometimes rules really tied ppl down ..
somedays u feels good but sometimes days are so unbearable.this is life ba !
last week we have a talent challenge and my company won the first prize...i played the guitar and two of my sergents sang...they can sing well ..we played zui ji,qi li xiang and tong hwa...really didnt expect to win cause one of the guys can really play and sing tremendously ..we won by one marks and really quite happy then won a handphone and then we gave it to one of my sergents and really kill two birds with one stone man ! he was so happy ...heee...
today came back and reached home at 1130plus..cause after bookin out from camp i went pp's bk and have breakfastthen bought my ipod a screen protector....then turn out to be good man cause my old screen protector then the default was already very scratched le.... ..then went back to pp to have lunch with glen and josh and alot and desmond was goin there for lunch then we met at pp to eat...then everywhere at that time was so crowded then really have problem and feels so "troublesome" to have a meal...yap....
today my day its simple and nothing on so spend more time resting at home ba..ya...smsed alex last night..casue suddenly tho of yh and wondering hows yh's sister doing ...so sms alex...and alex say he didnt sms her ....ya lo...kinda wondering what yh is doing now..hope everything its ok for u man..
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