Have to pull my self up from these quick sand of emotions !

What's the point in making effort and making time for the person where the person don't make the effort n time for u! Hey Dan don't b a fool ! Hate times when i really felt so shitty in school n feels like talking to someone but there's no one that's there ! Many can always just say their pressence is always present but I don't think it make any sense if it's not from the heart! Attend to u out of pity! I wouldn't rather not approach anyone ! It's scary to feel u have no one to hold on to ! Trust mi!I'm ok , I just wanna throw it out here ! ! With all my feeling and thoughts which are inside of mi for the whole day ! but it's really have to pull urself up from ur down period! Sometimes u really hope there's a Fren or a loved ones to understand u and help u up from not feeling more shitty !but for today a small incident really makes mi feel so alone and really quite affected by it ! It's really nothing much , but I can agree that I'm a real sensitive person! Can it be changed ? The world is practical! I do believe to b true to eveyone and youtselve !this the solution to your problems! Sometimes some people really sounds good only!sick of it ! May be u have the same feeling as mi? ESP during exam period!where u really will hit desperation times and the lowest ground ! Sick n tired ! Feeling like this may b it's cause by sitting down in schools study area for 12hours ! Came back home and have to study again ! No enuuuuu timeeeee ! It's really unbearable ! And just felt That I don't have much tome left And feels that thing doesn't goes as for plans! N the fear of getting poor results really will haunt u ! school life is so hard :( exams on 26th may ! Damn sian man ! Yap jia u Dan !