played for 12am to 3 plus am ! then went home and watch a while of tv before i went to sleep ,
i decided not to touch my books for this short break ! but at least not for this two days ! so as not to spoil my mood !
last we are having reunion dinner ! after that i will be going to temple to help up ! cool man looking forward for this few days ! its like activities back to back man !
tomorrow will be first day of CNY...
damn looking forward man !
but this cny will be a beer-free-cny , used to like to drink ! but im going back to my religious practices ! and i see many people's life went bad when i takes up drinking and got addicted ! do u come across any one that go drinking everyday...
i used to drink , cause i was in the lowest point in my life , not because of like relationship stuff or what , but because of army , when all my life's values doesn't meet...
really during training life, i was really damn depressed and wasnt really myself...
i hate that ...
may be people didnt know about it !
but i really hope such things dont happened again !
when i felt so low...the feeling of hitting rock bottom is isnt pleasant..
i dont want to mention names ! its really a downfall of oneself.
so i drank a lot during army , to numb myself with my unconscious state of mind when im high from alcohol...
**many thinks that u can find happiness in the botttle, but the genie in the bottle are just illusions**
drinking will leads to many bad consequences,
for mi for my benefits and for religious reasons so i shouldn't even indulge in alcohol for even pleasure purposes , nothing is better than a peace of mind !
beside telling my story...
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYTHING : )
my NEW YEAR WISH is for all my friends to be happy and also for mi is for my studies only : )
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