from what my buddhism teacher told mi once ! saying , why dont we treat all the people we dislike as our teacher of learning patience? do agree to it ! to learn something or to overcome ur fear or the things have something again it ! is to face it !
cause we are turn off by people cause we dont want to get in contact with them so we often get angry cause they are still in the sight of us and we want to get rid of them asap ! therefore , why dont turn every things u dislike in to something else !
do felt this way cause i encountered this incident recently and i told myself why not ! just be patience and let things be !
today nite an ok day for mi ! shaun was at my place last night and tonight i stayed over his place !
i didnt nap alot this afternoon ! firstly i needa catch up with my lost sleeping time during the week ! felt real good cause i normal dont have time and wont be at home in the noon to take a nap ! and mi and shaun named today as "stay home saturday"
did my report and really get pissed of by some people ! mi and shaun did the report all along ! but! calling some one to finished up the report and in return can tell us that its not complete ! alot of missing part...
in the back of my head , im really quite pissed off, firstly normal days in school i stayed up many of my days in the school library to do the report and i did about 60pages and now u tell mi so many missing pages ! so u want mi to do for u ! of u dont know what to do ?
u expect mi to do it for u ? and this will be like doing all the report by myself already ?
what ! so its whos fault? i dont know what to say ! its ur turn to do ten just do it ! and dont talk so much ! wth ! seriously !i knew this will happened ! but i told myslef i did my best and if they F up my report i will not give a damn ! cause i really cant control them ! as in is their own decision to stay lazy during the semester ! despite calling them to do the report ! and not producing anything for mi!
i really dont give a shit !
do also worried it will affect a bit of my overall grade !
but what to do ! unmotivated ppl !
saw des on train on friday ! quite surprised someone tapped mi and it was dess ! ahaah so qiao ~!
and i got a shot of him!
ok bye bye gonna sleep its so early now ! ahhah
some of the pictures i took ! pokka new apple juice !
*snap*
the can did really posed for my camera shoot
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