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i can stop the feeling of mine ! haii i really felt so useless ....

i felt i am so stupid

i really not feeling well

like like verge of losing everything

cant do well in school....

just now i reached home i felt sad

cause its like im letting everyone in my family down

i am sad now man

not doing well in school ! its like shit !

i dont know what to do !

just now reached home should be very happy de but i felt so sad going home ! i dont know what to do also !

then grandfa come to mi when i reached home ! and came to talk and ask mi how i am ... but in side mi my heart sunk..just so felt so sad disappointed ! i dont know what to say to him..

F UP feeling ....pui...hate whats is going on man

im just a loser !

sometimes really felt so alone man ! no one will understand how am feeling...