i love ur car !

what the hell man ...never felt so stressed up for entry to school...normally most of us dont like always apply for things that we seriously wants things so important...such as for eduction(for ur future)... i wont get so stressed up for other kind of things man ...

just dont like the feeling of llike hanging there and dont have the control of the situation...really sucks ...
i dont like the feeling of that... i am a control freak at times !

this week seems very slow , cause did quite alot of stuff...only met my cousin to modify this car...this two days spent quite alot...68+430+78=546...helped my cousin darren to pay first...his car really looks good already..its close to my dream car setting....kinda of ah beng settings : )

haha

after that i came home from raymond house on saturday and went home...felt really good to see that josh is at home...felt so heartwarming ...its like some one is there for mi....

from the bottom of my heart i am lack of the security ...

some times its quite disheartening...

just now darren's ex gf called him while he was driving...

and asked darren out...

darren said that he really missed her alot... hai....

but i am happy to see him happy just now...

not my case like that...so wish to go out with her...

i really hope that its happens to mi...

but we are strange, we meet up one to two years once...

think its like nothing important for her life ba....

please noe she have a bf , i dont think we will meet again..and i dont really dare to ask her out...

i hate one way kind of communication...

scare is scar but dont hope it get worse !

then darren was really happy and i felt for him also...my heart sank....really happy for him

just heard that they went sing K now ....how sweet can it get...

sunday night went to my house there the HK cafe to have a drink with darren and his friend....jun yong and shuren...two nice guy...shuren is a funny guy...nice to know them...

today spend quite a long time at the workshop to cause the coil of the car to looks lower...

wasted time !

gtg and sleep le...now its 1am : )