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just came back from camp last evening after confinement of 2 weeks man ! hmmm... really tired and really in this two weeks really have lots of ups and downs man.....building bridge and the field camp really kills mi man...really have no motivation man...really i really hard myself sometimes cause its very tough as in things doesnt goes my way... what i meant was people and the system really dont suityou...as in some times you really tried ur best and u really wanna die of exhaustion and ppl still saying faster or call u to go on ( in a not understandable manner ) cause they wanna just get things to done or just for themselve/to cover their own ass....so hate to see ppl that are mean and really dont like ppl to be too selfish too.....sad sad....sometimes i dont know whether the problem is from them or from mi...?? what do u think ??

last week dont have the chance to watch bean and missed yihang bday chalet man ...sad sad...

my band write their song before and the title is whats wrong with the world ?? and the lyric goes like .." whats wrong with the world is it u ? me or the world ? stop pointing fingers everywhere is some thing innerself and nothing out there...." so in buddhism sayings the problem really lies on urself man...dont time and conditionof things also plays a part , or at the end is all depands on urself...

really now a bit no mood to write cause a bit sleepy and tired...and a bit excited to go out man...today i am looking for speakers for my house and watch bean's movie....** now i am loading some songs in my computer **

let mi share some song of my band and i feels this sogns really very meaningful , the song name is call " What is love ?? " and part of the lyric goes like...

" if u have a crush of fall in love , have u wonder why u fall in love ...is it the way to true happiness , is it ur sweet heart of its e feeling u in love... which part of ur sweet heart do u love , looks ? chemistry ? personalily ?....."

so what is true love ?